bullshitz

I've been living imprisoned,
nothing's been pleasant,
ekeing out my time,
I wanna feel alive

I was sick of all the loudness,
Draining dry my happiness,
Waiting for the end,
I wanna feel alive again.

See: Music makes me dance,
Pictures help me understand,
Love stories made me wanna have a man,
but when they came I ran

Said that you've been thinking,
that I'm cold to you.
Said that what you've been doing,
you will never do.

I'm sorry that you feel bad,
I think it's all my fault,
I should've quit that,
before it even had a start.

But I want you to know,
I'm sorry for hurting you,
for a "no-applause-show",
And whatever you may do,

I just want to tell you,
that I don't regret a thing,
"You and I" were special,
but not a long- lasting thing.

I'm not as good as I should,
in return for you all.
I am as bad as I could,
and I don't know why.

I am as silly as I can,
I don't understand myself,
Is it normal now and then?
'Cause I don't think that way

'Cause I feel like I'm not,
as good enough as I could be