bullshitz

How can you do this to yourself?
I still keep blaming myself,
For that I didn't even see,
how bad this turned out to be

You said you wanna lose weight,
never knew how unhealthy it would get,
I never took it too seriously,
never knowing where it would lead.

Please see, that life's to short to control everthing,
I wanna let you know: I'm here, you're my everything,
Please stop destryoing yourself,
let me help, let me help

Can you see,
that it not only affects you,
but all the people that love you,
Can you see,
how much it's hurtig me,
seeing you hurting yourself?
I wanna help....

You asked me yesterday, how I feel about you,
I said: I don't know, but I don't feel like you do.
All I really feel is emptyness,
It's not more not less,
I'm sorry, I need to take my time and right now,
All I know is what I want is being alone,
Clearing my brain,
or I'll go insane.

Forget my name,
I made mistakes,
and it won't get better if we talk it over again,
you say you still wanna be friends,
I have to disappoint you then

How does it feel, when you read,
that it doesn't bother me,
And how does it feel, to read,
That I'm stronger than I've ever been,

Did you really think, that I've been in love?
Well, whatever this was, it wasn't enough.
How could you have the nerve to ask,
If I've been with someone else in the past,
What are you thinking about me,
I'm not some chick that tries to be,
like all the others, but you couldn't see:
What you had, when you had me,
so go on and leave me,
leave me