bullshitz

A little girl walking up the street,
wondering who she's about to meet.
Wondering if she walks away,
walks away from where she stayed.

Loves her family and her friends,
doesn't expect anyone to understand,
why she's so deeply hurt and sad,
she wants to be loved so bad.
A little girl walking up the street,
I wonder why she can't see,that she's pretty.
She wouldn't think it's enough,
'cause she's literally, unluckyly in love.

A little girl walking up the street pretending it's all fine,
the truth is she's in love for the first time.
And he is going to make her cry,
And it will kill her inside.
Well she's never been in love before,
and she's still hoping for more,
but there's nothing, nothing he says or does,
And she was hoping for love, love

A grown girl walking down the street,
wondering who she's about to meet,
believe me when I say,
She learned a lot today,
About love and that kinda guys,
who get lost in their own lies,
the tears are rolling down her face,
but she would pretend it's just the rain.
'Cause sometimes you gotta fall and feel the pain,
And she know she is not the same,
as she was when she walked up the street...

Who am I to pretend to be happy?
And who am I to say I'm fine,
even though I could cry whole the time?

Who am I to pretend to have fun?
And who am I to fake that smile,
even though they could die any time?

And who am I to call myself a "best friend"
even though I turn my back to her again,
to prevent all that has happened

And who am I to let me call a "best friend",
When there is nothing I do and nothing I did,
should've prevented this shit

I don't wanna live like this anymore,
I never knew how good everything was before,
I'm wishing it back,
all that I had

Who am I to say: I understand,
even though I've never been through it myself?
Ain't I allowed to help?

And all we ask is: "Why?"
Why, does this happen all the time?
Why, do you have to quit life?

And noone would have expected that,
Everytime you talked to people you wore your mask,
Noone mentioned you getting mad,
Noone ever saw that until the day that was your last.

We will miss you, you live on in our minds,
we won't ever forget you with the time,
We love you and we still do,
Whatever you thought was the worst you did,
The greatest mistake was deciding you'd quit.